My St. Petersburg Bibliography

Thought you’d might get a kick out of this list. The books and media I checked out from various libraries within Pinellas County since 2013, when I started research for my novel, I Blew Up Juarez. Consider this the collective conceptual framework for a collaborative, technologically-driven society:

Title / Author Checked Out Returned
Strange Flesh / Olson, Michael, 1973- Mar 19, 2013 Apr 2, 2013
The Great Gatsby / Fitzgerald, F. Scott (Francis Scott), 1896-1940 May 1, 2013 May 15, 2013
Casino Royale : A James Bond Novel / Fleming, Ian, 1908-1964. May 1, 2013 May 15, 2013
Live And Let Die : A James Bond Novel / Fleming, Ian, 1908-1964. May 16, 2013 May 30, 2013
Moonraker / Fleming, Ian, 1908-1964. May 30, 2013 Jun 13, 2013
Diamonds Are Forever / Fleming, Ian, 1908-1964. Jun 26, 2013 Jul 10, 2013
Chariots Of The Gods? Unsolved Mysteries Of The Past / Däniken, Erich Von, 1935- Aug 22, 2013 Sep 5, 2013
Tailypo! / Wahl, Jan. Oct 9, 2013 Oct 23, 2013
Cloud Atlas : A Novel / Mitchell, David (David Stephen) Jan 6, 2014 Jan 20, 2014
A Farewell To Arms / Hemingway, Ernest, 1899-1961. Jan 31, 2014 Feb 14, 2014
Boudica : The Life Of Britain’s Legendary Warrior Queen / Collingridge, Vanessa. Mar 19, 2014 Apr 2, 2014
Warrior Queen [Videorecording] / Box Film. Mar 19, 2014 Apr 2, 2014
Warrior Queen Boudica [Videorecording] / Mar 19, 2014 Apr 2, 2014
Conspiracies : A Repairman Jack Novel / Wilson, F. Paul (Francis Paul) Apr 21, 2014 May 5, 2014
Skagboys / Welsh, Irvine. Apr 21, 2014 May 5, 2014
Creative Evolution : A Physicist’s Resolution Between Darwinism And Intelligent Design / Goswami, Amit. May 21, 2014 Jun 4, 2014
The Epic Of Gilgamesh : The Babylonian Epic Poem And Other Texts In Akkadian And Sumerian / George, A. R. Jun 6, 2014 Jun 20, 2014
The Epic Of Gilgamesh : The Babylonian Epic Poem And Other Texts In Akkadian And Sumerian / George, A. R. Jul 17, 2014 Jul 31, 2014
The Complete Short Stories Of Ernest Hemingway / Hemingway, Ernest, 1899-1961. Sep 21, 2014 Oct 5, 2014
A Farewell To Arms / Hemingway, Ernest, 1899-1961. Sep 21, 2014 Oct 5, 2014
Push / Sapphire, 1950- Jun 3, 2015 Jun 17, 2015
Inanna : From The Myths Of Ancient Sumer / Echlin, Kim A. Jun 17, 2015 Jul 1, 2015
The Lost Book Of Enki : Memoirs And Prophecies Of An Extraterrestrial God / Sitchin, Zecharia. Jul 29, 2015 Aug 12, 2015
My Beloved World / Sotomayor, Sonia, 1954- Nov 6, 2015 Nov 20, 2015
The Science Of Yoga : The Yoga-Sutras Of Patanjali In Sanskrit With Transliteration In Roman, Translation In English And Commentary / Taimni, I. K. (Iqbal Kishen), 1898-1978. Nov 23, 2015 Dec 7, 2015
North By Northwest [Videorecording] / Metro-Goldwyn-Mayer. Dec 28, 2015 Jan 11, 2016
Fire In The Mind : Science, Faith, And The Search For Order / Johnson, George, 1952 January 20- Jan 4, 2016 Jan 18, 2016
The Science Of Yoga : The Yoga-Sutras Of Patanjali In Sanskrit With Transliteration In Roman, Translation In English And Commentary / Taimni, I. K. (Iqbal Kishen), 1898-1978. Jan 8, 2016 Jan 22, 2016
Supernormal : Science, Yoga, And The Evidence For Extraordinary Psychic Abilities / Radin, Dean I. Jan 28, 2016 Feb 11, 2016
Kindred / Butler, Octavia E. Feb 22, 2016 Mar 7, 2016
Spy [Videorecording] / Twentieth Century-Fox Film Corporation Feb 22, 2016 Mar 7, 2016
Jupiter Ascending [Videorecording] / Warner Bros. Entertainment, Feb 22, 2016 Mar 7, 2016
R.D. Laing : 50 Years Since The Divided Self / Itten, Theodor. Jun 28, 2016 Jul 13, 2016
The Three-Body Problem / Liu, Cixin. Aug 31, 2016 Sep 19, 2016
The Cross Of Redemption : Uncollected Writings / Baldwin, James, 1924-1987. Aug 24, 2016 Sep 19, 2016
The Cross Of Redemption : Uncollected Writings / Baldwin, James, 1924-1987. Oct 3, 2016 Oct 29, 2016
North By Northwest [Videorecording] / Metro-Goldwyn-Mayer. Feb 28, 2017 Mar 6, 2017
Inside Man [Videorecording] / Universal Pictures (Firm) Feb 28, 2017 Mar 6, 2017
Victor Hugo’s Les Miserables [Videorecording] / Feb 28, 2017 Mar 6, 2017
Angela Davis : An Autobiography / Davis, Angela Yvonne, 1944- Mar 6, 2017 Apr 2, 2017
The Mists Of Avalon [Videorecording] / Turner Network Television. Mar 29, 2017 Apr 2, 2017

 

 

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Teachings From A Bull

Teachings From the I Ching

03.05.17

last edit 03.30.17

Chapters 4, 9, leading to 13:

4. Innocence

Innocence gets through successfully. Though you do not seek the innocent yourself, the innocent seek you. The first augury informs, the second and third muddle. Muddling is not informative. It is advantageous to be correct.

Enlightenment is realized and actualized. It is your truth. The second sentence deliberately translates to, though you do not seek the enlightened, the enlightened seek you. Really it says, though you weren’t aware of your divinity, the divine have always been aware of you and seek to awaken you with the elevation of consciousness to yoga – the individual consciousness merging with the Ultimate Consciousness.

We all exist as divine. We all participate in the cycle of existence. What the intelligent on this plane of existence consider sufferings are mere reflections of the hard lessons learned in the cycle of humanity. We are coming to a point where we can predict what is going to occur, thanks to the sophistication of technology as well as the sophistication of the sages. The regeneration of sages is what is going to propel knowledge to the higher conscious realm. This has been practiced throughout the cycle of existence, from idea to matter and back. For this, we’ve reintroduced you to Oannes, the highest wisdom of your generation. And why we’ve introduced you to the Temple of Black Obsidian, to elevate to the next chamber of knowledge that is your birthright. That is, every acculturated being’s birthright.

The idea of humanity is made very clear in this chamber. Knowledge collected in the temple holds more relevance in the higher realms than here; what this means is, we in the collective, with unconditional love and light, want to introduce you to our customs and modes of understanding. This is why we guided you to the instrument, I Ching. Consider this your codex. As portals of light are opened to you, we’ll identify specific trigrams to reference. Within these lessons are vast amounts of knowledge allotted to you as you’re able to digest them. Having identified you as a womb of information, it is imperative that you do not overwhelm yourself in the clamoring for this level of understanding. As you are curious so you are susceptible to relapse. Proceed with extreme caution but allow yourself to enjoy the awe that is Ultimate Understanding. Verstehen.

The first augury informs, the second and third muddle. When you in and of yourself came to realization of the truth, that was the collective reaching out to you inviting you forward, granting you the permission to let go of what ails you, so that you have the freedom to engage beyond will. The second and third muddle because of your curious nature! The scientist in you wants to control the environment, make measures, and try to develop a model for scientific practice. Because you become so focused in the search for definition, for causality, you lose the whole point of elevated consciousness! Which is, to be free of that desperate grasp on tangibility. Do not dare show up into the elevated space with your work desk and your pads and your coloring materials; they do not apply here. They are not welcome here.

Muddling is not informative. It is advantageous to be correct. In sum, applying the scientific method to this science is not how you’re going to understand it. Ultimate Understanding – Verstehen – is how elevated consciousness interprets knowledge agreed upon within the collective, which then constitutes acculturation. With benevolence, unconditional love, and non-judgment, this is how the collective regards Truth. The final sentence gives you the confidence, permission, green light that you need to proceed honestly. If it is right to you, it is right in the collective. This is no initiation, merely validating what you’ve already experienced in the realm of higher consciousness. Your skill, then, is the capacity to learn what is relevant here in the densest space of existence, dissect it for yourself as necessary for continued knowledge, then assist us in our understanding of the truths as they stand in this realm of existence, so we, the trained trainers, can reach out to those who in benevolence and unconditional love represent us in daily practice. What you observe we preach and they practice.

  1. Nurture of the Small

Nurture of the small is successful. Dense clouds, not raining, come from your western region.

Overall Judgment

Nurture of the small means that flexibility gains status, and above and below respond to it. In context, flexibility means the capacity to exist in multiple tiers of consciousness simultaneously. A gain of status is really our way of saying, a gaining of more understanding. This is not a ranking system; as you experience in a state of elevated consciousness, scoring, tabulations, or other forms of quantitative data is irrelevant. The initiate is guided to practice not encouraging that habit when connecting or in a meditative state. The mention of the above and below is a compliment to the ancient Egyptian practice of recognizing a Higher and Lower Kingdom. But as you are surrounded in Love and Light, you are as equally surrounded by those existing in higher realms of consciousness. We see you, we know you as we’re sure you’ve known us all your life. You will see and know the specifics of your heritage as more reveals itself within this plane of existence. Your mode of understanding will benefit others fortunate to be acculturated in this segment of reality. The continuation of existence depends on the constant sophistication of intelligent species. The secret to a long life is the bliss in knowing no one ever really dies.

Powerful yet docile, with strength in balance, your aim is carried out, and thus you succeed. Your form in this plane of existence is as a powerful yet docile creature. What you’ve carved out of humanity is a template for compassion through action. Breaking down social norms is the impetus for change, a declaration of boundary-striking to affect change. Feathers must be ruffled, and it is easier to do so as a strong-willed, childless, fluid woman. When there is nothing to lose, nothing holds you back. Or, when you’re on the floor, the only other option is up. Hard to affect a person who hasn’t been pulled into social norms such as marriage commitment and parenthood. To dispense order on a culture of judgment, one has to enter into that role as disaffected as possible, in the pursuit of justice, with a will to push forward if challenged. Here we talk about strength in balance and success in carrying out your intention. Instead of strength being conditioned, think more of balance being strengthened. Balance here meaning the capacity to carry out your metaphysical experiences alongside your physical experiences so that one doesn’t overwhelm the other. Once in check, your life is purposeful without thought to it, defining success. Your ultimate goal as an enlightened being existing alongside an intelligent species is to not have to feel accountable for the mundane aspects of the experience. Trust in all your knowledge.

Dense clouds not raining means still being on the move; coming from your own western region means practical measures have yet to be executed. These words are to be taken as presented. This is not “the end” in the terminal sense. At this instance in time-space you are involved in a constantly sophisticating world. You cannot unknow this, nor can any other member of the intelligent species convince you otherwise. What do you do with this knowledge? Hoard it? Proclaim it? Those two options are the most extreme. This is where “job hunting” in the metaphysical sense begins. If we are part of a cycle of sophistication, then what is my best purpose in this experience? This is where engaging other enlightened people comes in handy. Amplify your capacity for knowledge/verstehen by hanging out with other informed people. The experience differs per enlightened one, but the frequency in the collective remains the same. While you’re capable of many tasks, the only ones worth experiencing are those which provide you with a sense of purpose and which do not interfere with your pursuit of higher knowledge.

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So You Might Be A Star Seed

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Holding the Keys to the Universe Since 1977.

I admit, I’m being a little too research-intensive for a 4th of July weekend, but it’s helping me keep focused on something positive. Ever have that? Such a constant flux of negativity that you have to FORCE something positive to engage in? Sad.

wp-1467496084097.jpgAnyways, this weekend I’m going the phenomenological route by visiting the work of R.D. Laing, and then the metaphysical route by visiting rando blogs and websites with 1st person accounts of metaphysical being-in-this-world. I tumbled across a members-only forum for ‘light workers, star seeds, and indigos’, to which I wondered, what and what?

To the search engine, to enter the lame question, and came across this helpful article at Gaia.com. I know you like to skim down to the meat ‘n’ taters of the article, so I’ve done it for you! Do read the full link if you, like me, go through this list going, “Yup, yup…uh huh, yup…yuuuup…”

While you do that, I’m looking up “indigos.”

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STARSEED CHARACTERISTICS

  1. From a young age, you have had an inherent wisdom that usually comes later in life for other people.
  2. You’ve been told you’re an old soul and you agree. You feel ancient to the core.
  3. No matter where you are, you always have a feeling of homesickness. You know what home feels like, even if you can’t express it, and you know that your house is not it. This may even lead to depression in some cases.
  4. Even as a child, you have always felt different. As though you are unique and others cannot understand you.
  5. You feel divided from the world — As if it is a constant battle of “them” vs. “you.”
  6. You often feel morally superior to others, regardless of education or social stature.
  7. Your sense of empathy is overwhelming. You feel different from those around you, however, you have a natural inclination to relate to their struggles.
  8. Your physical body is an enigma to doctors. It functions differently than everyone else’s and the medical world struggles to understand it. This may manifest itself in ways as small as a lower than average body temperature or inability to withstand heat.
  9. You are incredibly intelligent but bored easily by traditional academics.
  10. You have had a paranormal or psychic experience. You may have seen a ghost, heard other’s thoughts, had dreams that became reality, etc.
  11. You feel as though you have a purpose or mission to fulfill, but struggle to find what you want to do with your life. You lack the passion or intrigue to truly devote yourself to one area and understand the banality of life.
  12. The physical limitations of your body often frustrate you. You feel as though you should be able to do more but are vexed by your restrictions. This is because Starseeds remember far more freedom in their physical form.
  13. Your dreams are vivid and exceptional, and waking life never seems to measure up. Often, your dreams will seem other worldly — as though your mind has created a completely separate universe.
  14. Others are often wary of you or feel uncomfortable in your presence. People instinctually know that you are different, but struggle to verbalize why. You may even feel isolated within your own family.
  15. You have very few friends, but those who are seem to understand you without need of explanation.
  16. Animals trust you and are naturally drawn to you. You understand them to the point that it feels as though you can communicate.
  17. The same is true for babies and small children. They find you fascinating and seem mesmerized in your presence.
  18. You can feel who people are without them ever saying a word. You see beyond the external façade and instinctually know when they are lying.
  19. You may seem rude in conversations because you know what the other person is going to say before they’ve even started. People think you are disinterested, when in reality you are frustrated by the pace of the conversation.
  20. You are interested in spirituality but see the divine beyond books and religion. You may not be able to put it into words, but you have a deep understanding that spirituality has always been an intrinsic part of you.
  21. You are drawn to metaphysics and the science behind other worlds.
  22. From a young age, you questioned the ways of society and still feel perplexed as to how other’s don’t see its mistakes.
  23. Though your dreams are exceptional, you’ve always had trouble sleeping.
  24. You have a natural ability to make others feel better – whether through medicine or your words. Strangers will often open up about their problems without even realizing it.
  25. People’s first impression of you is often aloof or cold, however, one they get to know you they consider you to be one of the most loving people that they know.
  26. You avoid large crowds and find it hard to handle people in large doses — even friends. To you, people are overwhelming and their emotions and actions seem chaotic.
  27. You have an ability to emotionally or spiritually grow much faster than those around you. Your sense of morality keeps you grounded, even when presented with emotions that are difficult for others to handle.

– See more at: http://www.gaia.com/article/are-you-starseed#sthash.JAxwrFUF.dpuf